I guess I should probably write more on here. Once a year seems weird, but I'm not that great at remembering to do this. A lot has happened over the past year. I don't really feel like sharing. It was all very painful and I'm glad I made it through. One point that I should make is that I am now divorced. Not that anyone reads this, so I guess it doesn't matter. Except to me. Blah blah blah.

I feel really lost right now. A lot of changes going on. Moving to John and Marte's again. My mom flaked out on me.....again. I was supposed to live with her so I could go to school. I called dad and revised my plan so I'm working this summer and should be able to be on my own and back in school by the end of the summer. Nothing is going to stop me from going to school. I've given up way too much to do this, some of which I regret, but I think I'd regret it more if I didn't complete it.

I miss having a home. Or a place that feels like one. I miss cuddling. I miss feeling like everything would be okay. Or just hearing it. I really miss those things.

For now I'm going to keep going, and try to look forward to when I will have those things again. If I will. No, I think it's better if I say when. At least there's something I can work towards if I say "when".

I hope I'll be okay. Does anyone get this at all?

Anyone?